I have a habit of taking on too much and agreeing to do things I don’t want to.
Unsure why. A habit. Can be annoying at times.
Over the past 6 years, I’ve started using my life as a laboratory to teach my son things I hope he will understand by habit. Things that will lead him to the happiness that comes from good choices.
Continue reading “Choosing”
– written by Robert Harbridge in 1973 *
Christmas this year
Should cost at least
A thousand dollars.
It should be In the Ideal Bar & Grill
On 163rd and St. Nicholas
Waiting for the first
Tattered little boy
To come in selling
Tomorrow’s morning papers
Roughing up his hair,
Giving all his papers away
And giving him
A hundred dollar bill
Continue reading “Christmas 1973”
My son and I have a Plants vs. Zombies problem.
It started because his doctor prescribed
that he do 20 minutes of video games a day
to fix his eye.
Then, he got me into it. Brilliant kid.
Cuz, last night
we did almost an hour.
The time just slipped by
Continue reading “Water in the boots”
I’m on an airplane a week ago
With my new boyfriend IPad
Completely focused on a little screen.
“Are you on your way home?”
Started a long deep conversation.
Matt, the kid in 3C, was on his way home from New York.
Within 2 minutes he shared something very personal
and it directed out conversation to the deep end.
We teared up a few times. We laughed out loud.
He said, to change our thoughts we need to change what we believe.
He Â believes he is connected. Â In his view, we are often driven by our ego and feel disconnected. The key to it all, he says, is giving. It is our selfishness that reduces our happiness.
All things I know. and that you know. The words sound so lovely when they come from a surprise place. With our bag of peanuts and the perpetual sunset.
A friend of mine once stood in the middle of my living room (10 years ago), arms open wide and said the key to life is to forgive. It is true isn’t it? To within in our hearts love people for all the ways they are human and feel disconnected. To just embrace humanity for the mess we make of it and just love.
If something bad happens
because we tell the truth
It may be sooner than we wanted
it may make our suffering a little sharper
for a shorter period of time
It is still good.
(Being hurtful and disguising it as ‘being honest’ respectfully omitted from this theory.)
The past few weeks
I have watched some truly brave humans
Get shut down
For the truth.
If it still feels bad, I promise, it is not over.